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Forever and Always
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| I miss you Cori ......
Such a brilliant star you are<3 | comments: Leave a comment   |
| Current Music: | Hinder - Better than me | | Subject: | hi | | Time: | 12:50 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/ankthink.gif) confused |
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| | So it's been awhile since i've written in here but i kinda don't relle know what to say i thought that writing might help but i don't know i'm just confused lost for what to do i hate this it sucks so much idk what to do though ehhh this just fucking sucks.. the end i don't relle know what else to say | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Subject: | Thinkin.. | | Time: | 08:01 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/ankhappy.gif) happy |
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| SO... It's been a few weeks i think since i last posted but i don't remember.. Anyways, I'm wicked happy with my life right now and everything else because things with me and Dan got a million times better and that makes me extra happy. Also today is Friday so i'm going to be able to hang out with Dan later and i CANNOT wait and i don't have work today either! I'm soooo happy. I don't know it's just amazing how everything is right now and i hope nothing changes because everything is just how i want them to be. =]
Also... It's kinda wierd.. I was thinking like i love Cori but not the same as i used to.. Like I'm in love wit Dan now and i mean i love Cori but i'm not in love with him anymore.. I feel kinda bad but at the sametime i had to move on.. It's for the better... I know he'll understand that.. Just know that i will always love you Cori.. Forever & Always. <3
i love you Talia! I know your like the only one reading this hahhaha but Thanks.. I LOVE YOU! How is everything at home going? I never really talk to you much anymore or see you and i feel kinda bad but i don't know your so far away haha..
AHHHH.. i am so happy right now.. I love the world my life my family my friends my boyfriend and EVERYONE!
So i was watching this movie in English yesterday and it was really sad because the lady in the movie was going to have a baby but the doctor was telling her that if she did she would die or the baby would die and it was super depressing but that's ok because it's just a movie. But For real though in real life my friends friend had a baby the other night and the baby was born and everything and right after she had the baby they took it away and they told them everything was going to be ok and the baby was fine and then an hour later they came back and they told the couple that the baby had died... Like imagine having a baby and only seeing him for like 2 minutes and then the doctor taking the baby away and telling you that he's dead... That would just be the worst thing in the world.. But i really wanna have a baby and i keep thinking about it A LOT.. i mean i know i'm way tooo young but still it's cool to think about what it would be like even though i know i'm not going to anytime soon. It would be way too much hard work and i should enjoy my life while i am young and have a baby when i get older...
Ok well i'm done rambling on about random stuffs because i don't really have anything else to say except. I'm getting a pool table today which is pretty sweet but thats alll.. i love you alll! soooooo much.
<3
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| | i miss you so much this hurts.... i just wish you were here.. noone gets me like you do. AT ALL. noone understands i just want you.. i don't want this stupid drama anymore i just want you and noone else i hate everyone all of these stupid peoples fuck everyone ahhh nothings the same anymore | | comments: Leave a comment |
| You took it back
You ripped my heart out of my then you put it back
I'm pulling my hair
I let you just a million times
I love you even though it isn't fair
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
make me happy.. thats all i ask............... | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Time: | 08:13 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/anksad.gif) crushed |
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| | also i feel wicked nervous and i don't know what to do i have butterflies in my tummy and i just don't feel right anymore... i've been crying everyday lately and i always hold it in all the time but i can't anymore.. i can't take this anymore. i can't do this... | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | why do you keep doing this to me? You know you're hurting me. If you think i deserve better then you then why can't you just try and fix everything your doing... You say you wanna stay wit me forever. Then why not stop and be nice and happy and make me happy.. because lately all you have been doing is hurting me wicked bad and sooner or later i'm not going to want to deal wit it anymore.... i have so much to say but noone relle to talk to... except for few people that have been talkin to me... i miss becca... i miss cori.. i rele need them both right now but i odviously can't relle talk to cori and becca's in isreal so i can't talk to her either... i need help with this decision.. i don't i guess i'll just see what today is like.. if he even trys to talk to me at all or text me or anything idkk... that hurts.. i don't know what to do anymore though... i relle need someone to help me out. i don't know.. i hate this so much. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| ahhhhhhhhhh right now i am happy.... but that is prolly goin to change soon i hate havin mood changes all t he time i'm jus crazy............ anywayssssssss. i'll write more some other time. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Time: | 12:39 pm | | Current Mood: | fuck it |
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| i fucing hate this.. i hate this house i hate these people. I fucking hate everyone. They all suck and noone gives a shit.. fuck this. fuck you. fuck him. and fuck her. I fucking can't take this anymore.. What the fuck am i supposed to do? i feel alone and scared and i feel like noones here for me. I'm so fucking depressed and this sucks. And nobody makes anything any better at all..........
So pardon me while I burst
into flames.
I've had enough of the world
and its people's mindless games.
FUCK LIFE!
Gahhhhhhhhhhhh | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| Time: | 09:56 am | | Current Mood: | i love you |
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| Youve got your ball
Youve got your chain
Tied to me tight tie me up again
Whos got their claws
In you my friend
Into your heart Ill beat again
Sweet like candy to my soul
Sweet you rock
And sweet you roll
Lost for you Im so lost for you
You come crash into me
And I come into you
I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream
Touch your lips just so I know
In your eyes, love, it glows so
Im bare boned and crazy for you
When you come crash
Into me, baby
And I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream
If Ive gone overboard
Then Im begging you
To forgive me
In my haste
When Im holding you so girl
Close to me
Oh and you come crash
Into me, baby
And I come into you
Hike up your skirt a little more
And show the world to me
Hike up your skirt a little more
And show your world to me
In a boys dream.. in a boys dream
Oh I watch you there
Through the window
And I stare at you
You wear nothing but you
Wear it so well
Tied up and twisted
The way Id like to be
For you, for me, come crash
Into me | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Two people touching lips
Hands on each other's hips
Nothing in else in the world but one another
The 42nd floor
On a distant shore
I wonder how we strayed so far from this
Remember when we were
Just flesh and bone you sir
May have forgotten how good your world could be
So, put down your hollow tips
And kiss your lovers lips
And know that fate is what you make of it
Please end this
Before it ends us
I wanna stay inside
I wanna stay inside for good
I wanna stay inside
For good
I read the news today
And everything they say
Just makes me want to stay inside
And a better part of me knows
That waiting in the throws
Is on the par with reading with my eyes closed
"What Can I do?", You say
It's just another day
In the life of Apes with ego trips
Put down your hollow tips
And kiss your lover's lips
And learn that fate is what we make of it
Please end this
Before it ends us
I wanna stay inside
I wanna stay inside for good
I wanna stay inside
For good
I'm gonna stay inside
I'm gonna stay inside for good
I'm gonna stay inside
For Good
I wanna stay inside
I wanna stay inside for good
I wanna stay inside
Don't want to stay inside for good | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I know well never forget
Smoke on the water, fire in the sky | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Breathe, breathe in the air
Dont be afraid to care
Leave but dont leave me
Look around and chose your own ground
For long you live and high you fly
And smiles youll give and tears youll cry
And all you touch and all you see
Is all your life will ever be | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Time: | 09:23 am | | Current Mood: | no words could explain |
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| | i relle wish i had someone to talk to but noone will ever understand without getting upset or angry or something. i hate myself and i hate this... | | comments: Leave a comment |
| In a moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of your yesterday
Can you hear it calling
Can you feel it in your soul
Can you trust this longing
And take control
Fly open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can sine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
Cause it's your time
Time to fly
All your worries
Leave them somewhere else
Find a dream you can follow
Reach for something when there's nothin' else
And the world's feeling hollow
Can you hear it calling
Can you feel it in your soul
Can you trust this longing
And take control
Fly open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
Cause it's your time
Time to fly
And when you're down and feel alone
Just wanna run away
Trust yourself and don't give up
You know you better than anyone else
In a moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of yesterday
Fly open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life (can't in life)
And start to try (start to)
Fly forget about the reasons why you can't in life (can't in life)
And start to try (start to try)
Cause it's your time
Time to fly
In a moment everything can change.....
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| Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is just you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
Took this moment to my dreams
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me
Someone's watching over me
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| | 7 day's! I'm so so so so happy. =] I love you so much. | | comments: Leave a comment |
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